-10th day-

EL.. finally replied morning to me this morning...
Seriously, Im kinda happy when i saw it..



The 17th day we been together =]

-9th day-

SORRY!! yesterday i no time to blog(to say it actually is i forgot to blog coz im too busy)

Today at school,i let my frens said i traitor just because my teacher trust me most and ask me what happened(my fren and teacher argued).
I already cover my fren as much as i could by telling the truth and dint say anything bad about my fren but still.. i got treated like this.. when i cover my fren, the teacher might even stop trusting me yet i still did it!! MAYBE I SHOULDNT DO IT?!

I JUST WANT AN ORDINARY LIFE, everyday after work, back to home, can eat together with my family and the one i loved(EL <3), and enjoy my times with them...
Well I know it is an idiot dream that can never able to fulfill in reality eh?
but still its my dream =]


Today.. the 16th day ME AND EL been together, sowee yah EL, i forgot to blog yesterday ><" love you always!

what to do?

EL.. she accidently deleted her folder in computer..
it contained all pictures,songs and etcs..
she kinda moody now..
what should i do..? ahh........

-7th day-

Wow today is the day that my blog created 1week ==...
Last night, i dreamed EL and me cooking together at kitchen lols
what a weird dream eh? ==...



14th day~ 2weeks already =D <3

-6th day-

Today, EL went to leisure mall for shopping again ._.
It seems that she like to shop at there huh...

I got no idea why.. maybe it just my own feeling..
I felt today EL like sweeter than few days ago @@
EL, my sweetheart =] muackS <33



13rd day we been together~^^...

-5th day-

Today.. hmm.. dont really know what to post lols..
Ohh.. I ate spicy McDeluxe this noon for my lunch, it keep made me think of EL,
she liked that fav =]



12nd day we been together~ <3

Wondering..

I keep wondering who might be that guy who called el as xiao guai guai \ xiao huai huai.. can let her miss him till like that..
Just now i asked el.. she ask me can dun tell anot..
I told her i respect her privacy even though i really wanted to know..
She said she will tell me later...
EL, thx for so trusting me to tell me something u not so wanted to. =]

-4th day-

Later i still got tuition lol ==...
Ermm.. today morning wake up so funny when read el's msg lols,
she said she siao liao(siao to say in english is mental problem),
i replied her i oso siao sms to her in full of 2msgs, 0(2), yep exactly 1more letters then 3rd msg count.. xD
I guess today u kinda late wake up huh? Dint reply my msg -o- nvm later back from school we only continue sms ya? =]


This is the 11th day we been together, hush hush <3

Stay vs Leave

EL, everybody gotta go when the time come, it just depends on how long the time they can stay =/
I wish my time can be longer with you, thats why i precious and treasure every moment, every memories i had wif u, even if i go, my heart still stay with ya ♥

People said lover cant stay wif u forever but frens can stay wif u forever BUT!
Im not only ur lover but also ur best fren(Atleast i think so), so i will stalk you forever hehez =x

I am a lover, not a fighter BUT I FIGHT FOR WHAT I LOVED.

-3rd day-

woosh~ time just pass like that.. =O
nid go to bed soon sigh... =[
I wish i could spend more time with my dear el =[
too bad the god of time isnt allowed ><
well.. today i told her..
I got 2words for u, I LOVE YOU.
She replied 2? isnt it suppose to be 3?
I told her because YOU and I are one.
Then she just lol to me, cant really seem to understand what is she thinking =/



Today is the 10th day we been together, finally reached 2digits ^^... <3 EL

GoodNight my dear

Nightz... my dear el
I dont know if you got come to see or not.. just write here =]
cause of you, i became everyday blogger=x
Muackzx33333 i wish to write down every moment, every feeling i had on u ^^

-2nd day-

today.. damn bored, at school, keep missing her..



Today is the 9th day we be together,wow.. seem to be have a long way to go^^. <3

Forgive

Dear el..
You know.. in my heart when Im saying i hate this hate that or what else..
I already forgive u..
I love you, in this world, the only you, nobody can replace u in my heart..
You are the only one <3

Ok..

Its late now, I will go to bed soon...
EL, i really hope u can understand me.. k?
Goodnight sweetdreamSSSSS to you.. dun evryday so late sleep ya.. muackx33

I really loved you in deep of my heart..

....

today,now... she told me, she couldnt trust me...
due to she got lied by a guy before..
its ok.. i understand... i wont cry now.. at most, only tears that stay in my eyes and vanished to air.
You know.. when she said she cant trust me.. my heart was like cracked...
I used to not believe in love because of a playgirl last time but still i decided i trust EL, now.. i heard this.. should i feel lucky for my heart already broken before so it just shatter again when its not completely restored? sometimes.. I really hate myself for being so loved you..
I will never lie to you, u know? el.. all i wanted is ur love and ur trust.. nvm.. i can take it since i decided to be with you and trust u..

Sometimes, I really wanted to ask.. god, is this my fate? to be having a heart that is shattered.. suffer for love? i trusted in love but why it only give me pain? Is pain a sweet looking poison of ur creation?

P.S. EL, I trust you, i hope you can trust me too...you the first one i ever opened my heart so wide without protection.. all i wanted is your love,care and trust...

what to do.. =[

I really.. got no idea what can i do =[
dear el.. dun so moody already D:
cheer up ><
MAN I HATE MYSELF DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ARGHH

=]

she back from school already, omg i cant believe the day without her can be so boring...
no matter what i do, i jz felt moody =[...
BUT LUCKILY shes bck ^^...
love you dear <3

Thinking..

Wondering how is she doing at school now... ><
Maybe she is sleeping in class? lols
Have she get bullied? ><
Is she missing me now..?
Maybe she is chatting with her friends now...
......
Damn myself cant stop one sec to think about her ==...

Sigh..

She went to school already =/
Wish EL have a nice day^^...

To: el

Tomorrow you still got school, you should sleep earlier =]
Don't too late sleep ya even though i know u used to it ._.
During ur school days if miss me can listen to the song i gave u, can phone me too if u wanted =x
Goodnite sweetdreamSSSSS <3 kay.. i gonna sleep soon too =]


P.S. Love you this much,always.

-1st day-

Last sunday, 12th september, the first day we be together.
It's been 7 days+ since we together. =]
Duh.. blogging quite blur =x
wanted to invite her write blog with me but cant,
she dint receive anything @@




Today is the 8th day we together :3